He has this magical energy  I am under his spell  It’s made me fall in love I am not even ashamed I’ll admit my past hypocrisy  For I have fallen so deeply But, this time It’s with reckless abandonment of my inhibition  I’ll love him wildly and unrestrained Adoration for him wholeheartedly  I accept his…

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Why should I care? You don’t I love You hate I obsess You neglect I worry You ignore I react You’re inert I observe You are blind I solve You create I’m selfless You’re selfish I’m thoughtful You’re thoughtless I’m heartbroken You’re carefree I want what’s best You want what’s best for you I love…

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Unbearable secrets come out of your mouth You move around me speaking, But you fade into the background I cannot hear you anymore I’m lost in my head I am stunned by your confessions Shocked and paralyzed, I sink to the floor and pray for it to swallow me I’m drowning in my fears Panic…

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No matter how far away I am from you, Your desire calls my heart in your direction And again, I will go to you Knowing it’s dangerous I ignore my senses I want to play your game Knowing I will lose I can never control myself You are hard to resist Just one more time…

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Yes, drop to your knees  And beg for forgiveness As I sit before you  My eyes, cold and lifeless, My loving gaze drained from them with knowledge of your sin You beg for my heart But, it no longer loves you

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I’m not saying I’m the best I’m not saying I didn’t make mistakes  But I am saying that I loved you And you missed out on having that someone you dreamt about  I would have done my best to fulfill your dreams  Loved you the way you always needed to be loved  So now you…

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Gut-wrenching pain, Forced to the forefront of our psyche  Tears staining faces Checks burning red Ripping band-aids off trauma Allowing it to breathe and scab Slowly forming new skin New insight  Understanding Forgiveness Peace  Making scars of healed wounds

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I became overwhelmed with emotion as tears of joy fell onto my cheeks Feeling the validation after years of doubt The acknowledgment of my expression made me finally feel seen All this love and pride permeates me As my heart flutters, I feel relief This is the happiness I’ve never felt but so blessed to…

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Terrified  Standing statuesque  Trying not to fall over my own feet  Not wanting to choke on my own words,  Not wanting to face defeat,  Decisions were made  I can’t take them back  Only time will tell  Disaster or divine?

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Silenced Unable to speak for myself My melodic sound censored Turned off with your decisions Never ask me for my opinion Mine doesn’t matter, does it? The only opinion of importance was yours Which silently communicated my importance I was never a consideration A mere courteous conversation was not even a thought It was only…

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